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2. (wet blanket lullabies)

by Spirit of the Void

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not 05:21
I am not a smoker I'm just stuck in my addiction I am not a pervert I'm just hard wired hardly living Before you cast me down down low I'd hope that you'd consider I am just like you my friend we're all stuck down here together I am not a saint I'm only stuck in my own legend I am not a savior I'm just trying to find my heaven Before you loft me up on high I'd hope that you'd consider You are just like me my friend let's all find freedom together
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I swear I think I've had enough I'm sick of all the things that I used to be and still am But I'm tired of doggin all the crowds So I'm stickin all my demons in a turkey baster and I'm squeezin em out Cause I'd rather jump around and shout I cried cause I had no shoes and I still don't but I found my face Finally, once again I'm not afraid It's good to see you my old friend Don't look back that wont last it's time to pass the past Don't tense up Don't begrudge This step is where you're at But the shadow of my ghost it haunts my steps It's everywhere I've been and it's everywhere I'm about to be Maybe who I was really can't be beat But the past has passed like a kidney stone and I'm not the man I used to be It's not that I've become lazy Maybe I know healthy soldiers go up to the front lines and I wanna go home but I never really was alone It's good to be with you my old friend And I've been searching for that mighty wind But I've only found in the memories of who I've been I've spent my time retracing steps It's looked me in the eye, it's stronger than me and my best friends It's the memory of who I've been
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I've been spending too much time askin why theres water rollin down your eyes back me up and talk your heart don't call my name and lock me out this is not my load to bear you have made it obvious with your deadpan stare you've got things you aught to share my turn to shrug, it's not my chair I won't waste my mistakes and thoughts you left me behind at a drop I'm not the bottom or the top I'm like an ivy in a box not down so why would I get up? That's why they call it moving forwards that's why they call it moving forwards Have you studied Newtons law objects at rest never tend to get along I could use a nudge or fall let me slip, I'll find my walk I won't waste my mistakes and thoughts you left me behind at a drop I've finally fallen from the top now I can give it all I got and I'm never giving up That's why they call it moving forwards
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Oh carry on, shoulda saw it was going wrong all along I check my songs, I check my thoughts, it seems obvious time catch up, time fill my cup, cause i'm waiting on 20/20 hindsight I'm misjudged and I can't talk words turn around, oh how predictable am I can't escape all the things in all their heads that they think I am now I'm dead and in my stead those intentions that they say I have but they're wrong, but there's no one to prove since I'm gone so You think you know all about the things that make me scream and shout dontcha I've held my peace and i've carried on forgiven all you've said and done for too long you've locked me up in all your thoughts I can't get out but I wont make you doubt.. like you Oh carry on, til i'm gone and we're drifting apart oh now my thoughts made a spark and set fire to my grave not deep enough i'm waiting on all the time to catch up time was never mine it just keeps me stuck in this line
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is it okay to be confused is it okay to be down and blue is it okay to rather be rescued i think i want to wait and see what He'll do
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We are not allies cigarettes We are not allies drunkenness We are not allies clenched fists We are not allies red puckered lips I just need someone to free me from my own desires We are not allies cigarettes fuck you too my drunkenness I don't need you clenched fists we are not allies red puckered lips I told you once I'll tell you again but it don't mean one thing
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ruts 03:30
You might say I'm stuck inside a rut It's true everything I've loved now tastes like dust and every tool to understand as turned rust ..what can I trust? but I know that I know, that I know that I know we've just begun I recall a time when I'd want nothing else to be with you was my only thought Now the only thing I'm crying out is what have I done? and what can I do? ..I'm such a fool Cause I'm so I am so, I am so, I am so, I am so made low I can just wait on the only one, just maybe in a more omisive way take me away come replace just go away
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10x 03:18
Here's to me making this life not worth living caught up in what i thought was possible and the fire that was once inside my veins to do whats right has dried, how pathetic don't you e'er get tired of waiting on grace's holy empowerment I'm supposed to be ten times the man I am I've had faith so long it's traumatic so here's to me keeping everything incomplete like a fish that's hooked.. just like everybody else I'm supposed to be ten times the man I am I've had faith so long it's traumatic
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Keep me in your face just don't remove your grace I fear no man 'sept the Godman So don't remove your face cause I fear no man 'sept the Godman don't remove your face I fear no man don't remove your face sept the Godman don't remove your face
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Riverwalkin 02:14
It's twenty four and I'm getting sore thought I'd of made a name by now tired of burning candles at every end now i'm content to watch them all burn out it's twenty four and I'm getting worse I'll never be in love like that cause the only love that's endured at all is my love with my own loneliness yeah I could give it all I got try becoming something I'm not but the truth is over my head 'sides like a vapor i'll soon be dead so why try again?..
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promises 04:45
I can keep all of my promises to everyone but me I hardly have to ask why my grief is on fire but I never do You think I'm a pretty goodish guy but you don't know who I am, or what I left behind and neither do I I activate when trouble comes don't leave me alone too long, I'll have drank too much and died I have done a pretty good job hiding all the pretty little things deep inside, yeah I'm hiding down there too It's true, I don't believe in giving up for everyone but me I don't believe I'm still alive, i've sufficated some time ago, I really think it's true, I think I'm nothing to loose not like you
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Rolled into Egypt yesterday tried to find some relaxation let down this splintery cross try to find the strength to hoist it back up but I think about you all the time I think about you all the time as if you're not right by my side as if you're not right by my side We chased that dragon through the rain every prince we pushed away angles formally salute and say, "He thinks about you everyday." And I think about you all the time I think about you all the time! As if you're not right by my side But I cant help but correlate the battle marching drums and your name I just need a moment for me away from all this shit but, believe me
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lighthouse 03:19
Like a warm winter blanket your love has limitations so soft and sweet the love I'm having trouble keeping why can't you stand by your man? why cant you stand your man? I know I'm stumbling I see the vultures eyeing I hear you beconning but I feel the temperature dropping Why can't you stand by your man? why cant you stand your man?
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She wants to move to the northwest, like Portland or Seattle She wants to move to the northwest, like Portland or Seattle She'll try her hand and take a hand break amends, escape her friends She wants to move to the northwest, like Portland or Seattle She wants to move to the northwest, like Portland or Seattle She wants to move to the northwest, like Portland or Seattle She don't see it as betraying friends It's her golden key, so take the chance She wants to move to the northwest, like Portland or Seattle It's a hip hip place full of bicycle race only the raddest survive in that high societal place they got vegans and whit with zero eco footprint so pack your one suitcase and join the rat race She wants to move to the northwest, like Portland or Seattle She wants to move to the northwest, like Portland or Seattle she wants to feel the rain on her perfect legs no more wollowing she'll take the reigns She wants to move to the northwest, like Portland or Seattle
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deadbeat 04:02
I want to be the one, no strength no faith two talents gained from one yeah I'd be down with that, if I was weak you promised you'd be near at hand but I've got faith that's grown, twice the size of a mile stone.. which makes me nervous tell me what's it worth to feel your feelings at full strength -well maybe I'm stronger now, ya i feel kinda stronger now Still I think I'd be better off without a single thought of efficiencies and reasoning what you want (and what I'm not) I've saught for years and came up empty and alone, yah I was wrong Now just let me be a deadbeat with a simple song Yeah you're by my side, at my heels, inside, and also everywhere yeah I've got faith to shake this world but still I think i'd be better off with you look i'm off my feet, here we go again i've dropped my mind which is circling again chorus let me be your deadbeat lord, let me be your deadbeat son cause i don't want you expecting somebody who just isn't me still you call me over hills, in shadows, and sometimes in the sun to prisoners, widows, nursing homes, and to orphans I will go as long as I can spend my every second guess clinging to your love in my distress
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I've made broken promises Heard your call but didn't face it I've refused to share my crosses indulged in the immodest lord it's no wonder You start me off with ten talents Sure, I'll spend five years fighting dragons I'm aware of my losses my ignorance and follies I should know better but my sins have proved how great your love things I thought I'd say drift away speaking is hard words become sparse holding your hand while im lost in the dark nothing has changed it's the gentlest of wakes you dont ask where i've been when i look in your face a smile overcomes my mask that was worn my God my God my old friend is back in my heart what has become? not the mildest of change I am who I was but now your breaths in my veins
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honest love 06:47
honest love is what I want

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released April 15, 2016

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